Many of you in this forum are my friends, many in this forum know me, may have cheered for me, worked with me or supported me, now everyone of you has good reason to be critical of me. I want to say to each of you simply and directly i am deeply sorry for my selfish and irresponsible behavior I have been engaged in. People want to know how I could have been so stupid and selfish.

The issue here is that I cheated, I am the only person to blame. I stopped living according to my core values. I knew what i was doing was wrong but thought only about myself and thought I could get away with whatever I wanted to, I felt I was entitled. I had worked hard. Money and fame made me believe I was entitled. I was wrong and foolish. I don’t get to live by different rules. The same boundaries that apply to everyone apply to me. I hurt my mother, my wife, kids, friends my foundation. This has made me look at myself in a way I never wanted to again. It is time to make amends and that starts by never repeating this behavior again. Its not what you achieve in life that matters, it is what you overcome. Achievements on Cherokee Forum are not what matters, decency and honestly are what matter.

Finally to the many people in this forum and others who believed in me, I ask for your help, I ask you to find room in your heart to one day believe in me again, thank you.

 

All I can say is you my friend are a real piece of work. Time to find another forum for such actions.

 

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Just so everyone knows goblazer_6 is no longer welcome on this forum.